I made a video of some of our early moments and photos. Just the progress Skittle made while he was in hospital. I needed to get it all straight in my mind. I spend so much of some days lost in little sections of NICU and going over various conversations, decisions and scenarios. I thought it might help me to almost timeline his hospital stay. I don't like watching it back. But I'm glad I've recorded it, maybe now my memories won't get carried away.